Monday, October 8, 2012

Who Is My Neighbor?

In the Gospel reading today, Jesus is asked, “Who is my neighbor?”.  In response, he tells the story of Good Samaritan. Like other parables, this story shocks and surprises its listeners, up-ends their expectations, and opens their minds. In the story, the familiar persons (the priest and Levite) suddenly are turned into aliens, and the Samaritan, who was considered “the other,” becomes the true neighbor. The true neighbor is the one who can see beyond the superficial differences and recognize the underlying humanity of the other person.
I remember the saying, “Nothing that is human is alien to me” (by Terentius). All human beings are brothers and sisters and we are all neighbors to each other. We are more alike than we are different. The one who focuses on the differences, who dehumanizes others and acts inhumane toward others, then, sees others as aliens and is himself alienated from others.
How do I live out this gospel message in my own life? Do I erect barriers in my mind between myself and others? Whom do I exclude as being “other” than myself? Do I have an intimate, close relationship with others? Or do I live alone in my head and see others as a means to an end? Do I have a “utilitarian” attitude toward others or a loving attitude toward others?
Can I stretch and open my heart so that I love even the one who treats me as an alien? How do I approach the one in need who sees me as an alien?
If I turn someone into an alien, it must be because there is an aspect of myself of which I am unconscious or unaware. I am in denial or hiding from this shadow side of myself. 
Father Bill said that, at the second Pentecost, all eyes will be opened and we will all see that we are brothers and sisters, and there will be an end to religious wars and other violence in the world. It seems that this “second Pentecost” is already occurring, as a gradual dawning of the light, in some individuals who are awakening, while others remain in darkness. Can I be like a star in the dark night sky, a beacon who leads others to the light?

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Purity of Heart

Excerpt from Psalm 51

“Have mercy on me, God, in your kindness.
In your compassion blot out my offense....

Indeed you love truth in the heart;
then in the secret of my heart teach me wisdom.
O purify me, then I shall be clean;
O wash me, I shall be whiter than snow.

A pure heart create for me, O God,
put a steadfast spirit within me....

O Lord, open my lips
and my mouth shall declare your praise.
For in sacrifice you take no delight,
burnt offering from me you would refuse,
my sacrifice, a contrite spirit.
A humbled, contrite heart you will not spurn.”

These lines from Psalm 51---which are in the psalter for Week III, Friday morning prayer---touched me as I prayed them. I especially resonate with these lines, “you love truth in the heart” and “A pure heart create for me, O God.”
As I seek God through prayer and meditation, I want to become more pure of heart, so that I can truly see God. I want to feel a one-to-one, direct communion with God. If my heart is divided in any way, if I feel a pull toward my own self-will, then my motives are mixed; I have not completely surrendered, and I am not completely available for God. I want to give God all of myself, so I can see God, face-to-face, without any impediment.
Complete surrender is so hard. I must die to myself and feel the pain of loss, but this move toward emptiness will allow God to enter in and allow this direct communion with God.